It Happens

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I never understood life. Why, can’t I just be left alone to be myself and not be bothered? I try to keep a healthy distance from everyone and everything, because it typically brings me more harm than good the more people Im around. I like my walls, I like my loneliness. It keep the bad out, it allows me to keep myself right where I want to be.

I don't really drink because I don’t want to lose track of what’s going on. I don’t do drugs for the same reason. I don‘t make friends because it would mean at some point there will loss or injury. That’s how I like it.

Sometimes, bad things happen to good people for no reason. I think they actually tend to happen to those people more often because we keep to ourselves. The guy in the corner just hanging out always seems to actract the attention of those he’s trying to avoid. I don’t do conflict, it serves no purpose. It bothers me, but never garners the result you like. I’d rather just walk away and let it go.

I prefer my peace and my quiet, I want to raise my kids, do my job, not get close to anyone. Then when they get older maybe I’ll just move to a secluded spot where no one knows me, my past won’t haunt me and my future can be whatever I make it.